Hello My Dear Friends
I’ve been gone from this platform for so long, it almost feels like I don’t even know how to write/type/speak anymore. I mean, that’s not true, but still. It feels strange to be sitting here and type these words that I’ve been struggling to write for the past, I don’t know 5, 6, 9, 11, so many months now…
Big Breath in. And out.
We are here now. I have a delicious Tibetan meditation track playing in the background, really setting the mood for some open hearted conversation. Trust me, when I say I have not only missed you, but like a shy lover, I’ve been scared of telling you I missed you. What if you took my words the wrong way? What if you misunderstood? I’ve spoken these words and written this message a thousand times in my head and I’m truly sorry to have disappeared on you like that. #noghosting
I’ll give you the short and sweet version here because it’s been close to a year since we last spoke (yikes!!) and a LOT can (and did) happen in that much time… Here goes
- I moved to a new, smaller, quieter city
- I got swept up into fitness and the #gymlife
- I let go of yoga almost completely
- Life was good on all levels
- Then Life was not so good (I was frustrated)
- The universe dealt its hand- Topsy turvy time
- Paradigms shifted, breakups happened
- I was called back to yoga
- I made some new friends
- I let go of a WHOLE load of friends
- I am being called even deeper into my work
- Aesthetic bodybuilding has my heart
- I’m finding my way back
- I started dancing again. Mildly. And on the pole.
- I swam. After a very long time.
- My heart was broken. Broken OPEN. And even though it still hurts every now and then, I can now breathe in ways I had forgotten I needed to before.
- I turned vegan
- I put on a shit ton of muscle. Hell to the yeahhhh…
- I still don’t know what I’m doing… *shrugs*
- Lol. I just wanted to round off this list. So we’ll pretend this point is how much I still enjoy sitcoms. Hahaha…
*back to whispers and serious, yogi voice*
So much learning, all internal, on the outside things seem the same. But NOTHING is the same!!!!
And if you’re wondering what that means for this blog, well Gosh darnit if I knew!
If you have suggestions or questions, of course send them to me, I’ve been waiting for them!!!!
Keep it real, shine bright, be amazing.
Did I mention I missed you?
With all my love,